Why do I feel somewhat tramatized? It's only Thanksgiving day morning; nothing new...but wait, beyond the denial layer there is the sensation that every thanksgiving day sucks.. don't get me wrong, I'm totally appreciative and grateful but still, my family experience has been jaded and awkward, forever. I'm sure most of that is me, but why? Come on, I've always been a step-family member or a friend or a boyfriend or married in, I really don't know what it's like to feel solid and secure during the holidays. I'm probably better off just drinking and recording, but I'll probably buck this tangent and go to Joanna's family and see if I'm not completely the wierdo.
8turks
Dude, you really are such a downer
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