Heaviness is in my heart this morning. The walls are closing in. I don't see a way out. The humiliation of falling further and further behind is unbearable. Since I believe in Christ, I cannot do the obvious which is self-terminate. I must find another way. I'm realizing its not here. It's in a distant land. It's across the ocean, with nothing but memories and few material possessions.
If there is a way for me to stay I will; but that may not be what God has planned for me. Read Jeremiah 29, He does occasionally send His people into exile.
Here, download; and may the peace of God that passes all understand you be with you.
6:46:05
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